Considering my last journal entry was from over a year ago, I thought I'd update, if only for the sake of it. I don't use dA much anyway. So slightly random entry ahead.
Haven't been drawing or even doodling nearly as much as I used to, and I feel that it's been showing whenever I do try - I struggle with facial structure and expression more than you can imagine, and generally just have to go with the flow of whatever the heck my hand
is churning out. It's been quite frustrating, especially since I can no longer make a feline or canine head at will, which was nice. I also can't seem to make wings as well as I used to, or so it seems to me - whether feather or leather, they never turn out like the image in my head. Either my standards for my own work have risen significantly, or I'm just really, really rusty. *sighs*
I do have some decent bits of fanart made for other people which I'd like to post, but my internet access on my personal computer has been taken away, and I can't upload my stuff from anywhere else. Sort of sad, really, especially considering my computer is absolutely awful; it's about eight years old, is getting short on memory and is incredibly slow, whether with surfing the internet, editing an image or hell, just opening a Microsoft Word document. We're talking about getting me a laptop (for school, really), but that may not be happening too soon.
Having gotten into cosplay over the past year or so, I also have a ton of pictures that I could probably upload. I participated in some neat photoshoots last summer with some very skilled cosplayers, and have some very nice shots of them as well as myself both as Umbreon and the pink and white Captain Falcon (also known as Captain Fabulous who is totally not gay). Actually also have a fair few self-taken photos I find very nice, but I always have been reluctant to post pictures of myself on the internet, so I'm still undecided. I have a whole bunch of nice pictures, both of people and places, but in the end laziness generally prevails.
I think I want to start posting some pieces of prose. I've seen Sam and Sammy posting them, and it seems like a good idea/excuse to write more. I took two creative writing classes back in CEGEP (coincidentally having first met my now-boyfriend in the first) and now in university am taking one course called the Creative Process, which is sort of like a CW workshop. Except we write a lot less, workshop less due to being about 80 students, and get lectured far more on the stupid mistakes my professor's spotted in my classmates' pieces, such as then/than, there/their, using conjunctions in dialogue and other ridiculously rudimentary practices. I've been happy with my work in it so far, but have been incredibly dissapointed with the lack of feedback on what I've written. I just need to write more and get opinions ot it, really.
Currently, I'm glad for two other things which have really kept me writing. For one, there is my LiveJournal (
psychmoonshadow.livejournal.co…) which, in truth, is really nothing but me blogging about what I did in the past week (so probably not very interesting to you), though I'd say it's better to write something than nothing. The second, far more important one is my personal writing journal, which I had begun near the start of my first Creative Writing class for a story I never actually got through, but used for some ideas and rough work, and was then encouraged to and marked for using it in my second CW class, and words cannot describe how thankful I am for this baby! It contains more ideas, perceptions, quotes and thoughts than my mind can hold, and having them all together in one place is a godsend! I would absolutely reccoment that any aspiring writer get one asap!
Unfortunately, if I forget to bring it wherever I go I need to write down anything that comes to mind on scrap paper, and then I always get too lazy to recopy it until I have a page of a week's worth of notes that need to be transferred! I've been even more reluctant to carry it around with me recently due to it getting bent out of shape and a recent Coke spill in my bag, though I do suppose that also shows the love and use it's been through, haha.
Anyway, what it all amounts to is I still don't write enough, and I really do need to work on that since I want to get out of my current program, Literature, and reapply to my university's hard-to-get-into Creative Writing program. I also want to study abroad for a semester, an opportunity my university makes readily available, so I'd need to get in fairly soon so I can start that entire process. In all honesty, I have no idea what I'd do with my degree, whether in Lit or CW, but right now I just want to focus on getting through university doing something I enjoy, and Literature is not really on the top of my list. I took some personality tests at a workshop with my friend over the summer and found that I'm fairly suited to more social activities/careers, so I may look into that was well - I just need a bit more of a direction there.
Well, I think this journal entry is suitably long and ranty enough to make up for the last year, even if it's not very broad (but trust me, you don't want me to get into anything else and bore you further XD). Hopefully I'll actually get off my ass and update with a picture or piece of writing sooner or later, but my level of procrastination should not be underestimated.
So with that I bid you good night, good luck with whatever you are currently involved in (like mid-terms!), stay classy and keep fucking that chicken. *salutes*
~Psychic